I am still here........

Bring me back from this nightmare of dreams 
It’s where you left me to be 
Screaming in my sleep 
But sleeping soundlessly 

Why don’t you help me 
Like you said you always would 
It’s not like you to break this promise 
You never have before 

I promise to love you juss like you forgot me 
I promise to not need you juss like you don’t need me 
I promise to love you always 
Even if you don’t love me 

Tossing and turning but staying as still as stong 
I’m seeing you there 
Walking away as you often do 
But you’re always there waiting 

I want things to be the way they were before 
But i’m afraid that it won’t happen 
Take me away from feeling anything 
But bring me back to feel something